[justinmandawg]

I'm not sure what's going on with you but I will be honest and say there was a time I was having severe problems while in high school due to concussions and my being horribly depressed. I had a gun in my mouth about to pull the trigger when my Dad walked in the house. I could hear he and my mom talking about their day. Things aren't always as bad as we feel and think they are.

[thenextlevel42]

homers77 Wrote:Drink a beer or eat a xanax. You have an internet hook up which means you have shelter, Money to spend on cards, and a gf. I am sorry buddy but it can't be that bad. There are people with NO FAMILY, Friends, Money, shelter, or food.

eh leave him alone, everyone goes through hard times in their life.

[justinreed401]

Padres513319 Wrote:I'm sorry you're going through a rough time. I know when i'm down sometimes playing video games helps. Go concentrate on MLB the show or go kill some people on COD 4.

Hey on some happy notes Kouz got the game winning homer tonite. Are you east Santee or West santee?

Kouz rocks! I'm on the other side of the 67 at the bottom of the hill where they are building the new houses. So east.

[justinreed401]

justinmandawg Wrote:I'm not sure what's going on with you but I will be honest and say there was a time I was having severe problems while in high school due to concussions and my being horribly depressed. I had a gun in my mouth about to pull the trigger when my Dad walked in the house. I could hear he and my mom talking about their day. Things aren't always as bad as we feel and think they are.

Sorry to hear about that. I think having a TBI has some to do with amplifying my thoughts.

[homers77]

I know I didn't mean to sound harsh. Just trying to point out that people have it worse. And it is never as bad as it may seem. Keep your head up buddy you'll be ok and don't do anything stupid.

[disengagercky]

if you want, send me a message on aim, disengagercky ..I'm good at listening and offering advice.

[justinmandawg]

justinreed401 Wrote:

justinmandawg Wrote:I'm not sure what's going on with you but I will be honest and say there was a time I was having severe problems while in high school due to concussions and my being horribly depressed. I had a gun in my mouth about to pull the trigger when my Dad walked in the house. I could hear he and my mom talking about their day. Things aren't always as bad as we feel and think they are.

Sorry to hear about that. I think having a TBI has some to do with amplifying my thoughts.

It was over a decade ago. I've been weird ever since.

How'd you get a traumatic brain injury?

[thenextlevel42]

You still getting AIM? You should, it's a great thing to have buddy.

LMK what your screen name is when you get it all figured out

[justinreed401]

homers77 Wrote:I know I didn't mean to sound harsh. Just trying to point out that people have it worse. And it is never as bad as it may seem. Keep your head up buddy you'll be ok and don't do anything stupid.

I know what you were saying. No harshness taken.

I know people have it worse. Although they have it worse does not stop what I'm feeling. I've seen as about as worse as it gets and still those thoughts don't make my pain go away.


TheNextLevel PM sent.

[ray7iceman]

justinmandawg Wrote:I'm not sure what's going on with you but I will be honest and say there was a time I was having severe problems while in high school due to concussions and my being horribly depressed. I had a gun in my mouth about to pull the trigger when my Dad walked in the house. I could hear he and my mom talking about their day. Things aren't always as bad as we feel and think they are.

Foreal? Man, glad you kept your head up.

My teacher/advisor committed suicide this year, it isn't always greener on the other side man. Stay Positive OP!